Moulting Bear-Horses

I am on a rural property. There is a gentle slope to the property, I’m near the bottom of the slope. As I stand and look up the slope, there is a dilapidated building to my left. I’m standing in one of several raised planting beds. It’s been raining, the ground I’m standing on is soggy. About 10 feet in front of me, just up the slope, a wooden fence runs horizontally across the property. On the other side of the fence, again on the right, there is a partially enclosed greenhouse. Beyond that, leading up the slope, is a grassy pasture.

I’m choosing a spot in the planter boxes to sleep. I have a sleeping bag and I’m trying to find the best angle to settle in. It’s daylight, and I can see the sleeping bag is in a muddy puddle. I’m not concerned about this. As I continue to fuss with the sleeping bag, a motion catches my eye across the fence in the greenhouse. I approach the fence to get a better look. There is a large shape moving around in the greenhouse. It’s up off the ground, I think maybe it’s a large monkey. I keep watching it and I realize it’s a bear. I don’t feel any fear, the bear is clambering around less than 20 feet from me.

Suddenly the bear makes a quick move and bolts out of the greenhouse. I wonder which direction it’s going to go. It comes toward the fence but then veers away and heads up the slope. As it runs it transforms into a very shaggy palomino horse.

As soon as it is transformed it turns toward me and gallops hard down the hill. There is no way it is going to stop, so I duck down as close to the fence as I can. The horse jumps the fence, right over top of me. I can smell it. I can also see large tufts of hair flying off the horse as it runs.

The horse skids to a halt, turns, and runs back at me. Again I duck down, pressing hard against the fence. The horse jumps back over the fence, mud and hair flying everywhere. He gallops hard back up the hill. From a distance he is beautiful, but as he turns and comes at me again, he is even more patchy and sick looking.

I wake up.

Worst Fall Fair Ever, and a Toilet on a Bus

I’m either at an event, like a fall fair or exhibition, or I’m in a small town that has a lot of activity, I’m not quite sure. What I am sure of is that I’m not having a very good time. People keep shooting me, and it’s getting really irritating. Every direction I go a new bullet pierces through me. It’s not particularly painful, just a burning sensation, and although it doesn’t hinder me in moving around, it’s quite maddening.

As I walk out of the exhibition hall, I feel another bullet pierce my left thigh and I decide I have had enough. I walk through town, taking more bullets as I go, and eventually leave the town behind me.

I walk back to town, I have the idea that if I just stay in the upper level of buildings people will stop shooting me. I am in what seems to be a hayloft in a stable, the only access is a ladder. There is a young girl grooming her horse. I tell her the horse shouldn’t be here, it can’t climb the ladder. She looks at me and carries on grooming her horse.  With nowhere else to go, I climb down the ladder, and immediately feel a bullet pierce my stomach.

I’m leaving town again, this time on a city bus with my friend Nora. We have dozens of bags and packs piled on the seat just in front of us. I sense we are nearing the stop where we need to disembark and I’m worrying about how we will collect up all our things in time to exit the bus. As I reach to press the “stop” button, Nora says she needs to go to the washroom. I look back and see only seats. She gets up, moves to the back of the bus and disappears through a door marked “Washroom” that is in the side of the bus.

I’m not sure if I should press the stop button, will she be back in time? I can’t get off the bus if she isn’t back, and if we don’t get off here we might not be able to get off at all. If I go back and knock on the door, I won’t have time to ring the “stop” buzzer.

Before I decide on a course of action, the bus makes a sharp left turn and starts on a completely new route.

I wake up.